BROKEN HALO CO. × ERIC LEE SANDERS

BROKEN BUT
BREATHING

A Memoir of Addiction, Identity,
and the Long Way Back

DAMAGE WITH DISCIPLINE
LAUNCHES JULY 23, 2026
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LAMONT, KERN COUNTY, CALIFORNIA
THE DAMAGE & THE DISCIPLINE

I am still here.
That means something.

I didn’t survive to become inspirational. I survived because I refused to let the thing that tried to kill me win. Addiction took years. Prison took more. Relapse after relapse taught me how easy it is to go back to zero. I lost time with my daughters, lost pieces of myself, and spent too many nights staring at options that all looked like destruction.

There was no clean redemption arc. No single moment where everything clicked and I became someone new. There was only the choice, repeated: keep breathing and do the work, or stop. I chose to keep breathing. Then I chose it again the next day. And the next.

Broken But Breathing is the record of that choice — without the filter, without the performance, without pretending the damage never happened. Broken Halo Co. exists for the same reason. Streetwear for people who know what it costs to stay standing. No fake strength. No corny slogans. Just the truth and what you build when you decide you’re not done yet.

Eric Lee Sanders, CADC II
Lamont, Kern County, California
Founder, Broken Halo Co.
Author, Broken But Breathing
BROKEN BUT
BREATHING
A MEMOIR
ERIC LEE SANDERS
CADC II
BROKEN HALO CO. • 2026
JULY 23, 2026

Broken But Breathing

The unflinching account of addiction, identity, incarceration, and what it actually takes to keep breathing when everything tells you to stop. Written from lived experience — not theory.

ISBN
979-8-2579-5965-3
PUBLISHER
Broken Halo Co.
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Paperback • Ebook available at launch
FIRST DROP

Wear the damage.
Choose the discipline.

NEON
Neon Halo Edition
T-SHIRT • BLACK / ELECTRIC

Cracked halo. Electric veins. For those who survived the voltage and refused to dim.

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$35
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SOBER
NOT SOFT
STREETWEAR CLASSIC
Sober Not Soft
T-SHIRT • BLACK / PINK

Recovery doesn’t make you fragile. It makes you dangerous to your old patterns. Wear it loud.

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DEFECTIVE
BY DESIGN
REBUILT BY CHOICE
Defective by Design
T-SHIRT • BLACK / CYAN

Some of us weren’t built for the standard path. We were built to survive the ones that tried to break us.

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ALL PIECES DROPPING WITH THE BOOK • JULY 23
NO FLUFF. NO FAKE HOPE.

Tools for the rebuild.

Worksheets, guilt & shame prompts, and the Notion companion I actually use. Straight from the pages of the memoir and the work that kept me breathing.

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STILL BREATHING.
STILL BUILDING.

The book drops July 23.
The work continues every day after.